lets talk about time.
time lasts forever.
"time heals all"
time stops when im with you.
time controls my all day.
time go.
time stop.
you plan time.
you forget the time.
time freezes sometimes.
the more i need time to pass
the slower it goes
and
the more i want this moment to stay
time takes it away.
lets talk about time.
you can remember a time
over and over.
the time plays
over and over,
and you hate it.
then
you wish you could remember a time
but you go blank
over and over,
and you hate that
you really do.
time is good
and
so evil too.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Abuelito
If you were here, you'd be proud of me.
If you were here, I would feel alright.
I can't wait to kiss your prickly face.
I can't wait to hold your hand.
If you were here, you'd take me out.
You would do anything for me, and I for you.
December fourth was the saddest day of my life.
I lost you.
I know you will always be with me, but
If you were here now, I would feel alright.
I really miss you, and I think about you all the time.
If you were here, you'd tell me how much I look like my mother.
You'd tell me that I'm beautiful- I know you would.
If you were here, you'd be the best dressed.
You'd be the most charming, but you know all this.
If you were here, I wouldn't need anyone else.
If you were here, we would light up the room.
We always did when we were together.
I remember how you smell.
You always smelled good.
I remember when you put oil in your hair it'd become yellow.
If you were here, you'd cherish me.
You would never let me cry.
I know you'd hug me forever if I asked you to.
You would bring me along just because huh?
I know you would.
If you were here, you'd be at every game.
You already know, you'd be my biggest fan.
The only one I would see in the stand.
I can feel your boxed chest, and your 5 o'clock after shave.
I remember your voice.
I wish I could hear it again.
If you were here Abuelito, I'd be here too.
If you were here, I would feel alright.
I can't wait to kiss your prickly face.
I can't wait to hold your hand.
If you were here, you'd take me out.
You would do anything for me, and I for you.
December fourth was the saddest day of my life.
I lost you.
I know you will always be with me, but
If you were here now, I would feel alright.
I really miss you, and I think about you all the time.
If you were here, you'd tell me how much I look like my mother.
You'd tell me that I'm beautiful- I know you would.
If you were here, you'd be the best dressed.
You'd be the most charming, but you know all this.
If you were here, I wouldn't need anyone else.
If you were here, we would light up the room.
We always did when we were together.
I remember how you smell.
You always smelled good.
I remember when you put oil in your hair it'd become yellow.
If you were here, you'd cherish me.
You would never let me cry.
I know you'd hug me forever if I asked you to.
You would bring me along just because huh?
I know you would.
If you were here, you'd be at every game.
You already know, you'd be my biggest fan.
The only one I would see in the stand.
I can feel your boxed chest, and your 5 o'clock after shave.
I remember your voice.
I wish I could hear it again.
If you were here Abuelito, I'd be here too.
Not Just Words
Love forgets mistakes; nagging about them parts the best of friends. Proverbs 17:9
Psalms 118- God's love NEVER fails.
But the Lord's plan will stand forever; his ideas will last from now on. Psalms 33:11
Lord- Your love reaches to the heaves, your loyalty to the skies. Psalms 36:5
Instead, live in the right way, serve God, have faith, love, patience, and gentleness. Fight the good fight of faith, grabbing hold of the life that continues forever. 1 Timothy 6:11
My brothers and sisters- when you have many troubles, you should be full of joy, because you know that these troubles will test your faith, and will give you patience. James 1:2-3
He will not let you be defeated. He who guards you never sleeps. Psalm 121:3
Psalms 118- God's love NEVER fails.
But the Lord's plan will stand forever; his ideas will last from now on. Psalms 33:11
Lord- Your love reaches to the heaves, your loyalty to the skies. Psalms 36:5
Instead, live in the right way, serve God, have faith, love, patience, and gentleness. Fight the good fight of faith, grabbing hold of the life that continues forever. 1 Timothy 6:11
My brothers and sisters- when you have many troubles, you should be full of joy, because you know that these troubles will test your faith, and will give you patience. James 1:2-3
He will not let you be defeated. He who guards you never sleeps. Psalm 121:3
I Thought I Was Your Dream 5.11.2009
I want to tell you that I saw this coming.
I want to tell you that i knew you couldn't handle me long term.
I want to tell you that you're great, but I deserve someone who fully accepts me for me.
I want to tell you that you were never good enough.
I want to tell you that it should've been done in January.
I want to tell you that you're stubborn, prideful and your ego is too big for the world.
I want to tell you that you're the closest person to me.
I want to tell you that I accepted every single part of you, and loved you even more for them.
I want to tell you that I'll never be able to give you my heart a third time.
I want to tell you that you never deserved me in the first place.
I want to tell you that no girl will ever match up.
I want to tell you that no one will ever love you like i do.
I want to tell you that I would do anything for you and your family.
I want to tell you that I learned so many things that I do not want in a man.
I want to tell you that I'm not sure if any one will ever match up.
I want to tell you that I'm scared that I will always love you.
I want to tell you all of this, but I can't.
I can't because it doesn't matter.
I can't because I loved you harder than you loved me.
I can't because you made up your mind.
I can't because I asked you a thousand times.
I can't because you didn't keep your promises.
I can't because I begged for you.
I can't because you don't deserve to know anything.
I can't because I can't do this to myself.
again.
I want to tell you that I loved you more than myself.
I want to ask you why you didn't cherish me.
I want to scream and hate you for this.
i want to laugh and say you'll regret it all.
All I hear is that "time will heal all wounds."
All I hear is "there's someone better out there for you."
All I hear is that "he misses you. I know he does."
Most of all, I just want to understand.
I want to tell you that i knew you couldn't handle me long term.
I want to tell you that you're great, but I deserve someone who fully accepts me for me.
I want to tell you that you were never good enough.
I want to tell you that it should've been done in January.
I want to tell you that you're stubborn, prideful and your ego is too big for the world.
I want to tell you that you're the closest person to me.
I want to tell you that I accepted every single part of you, and loved you even more for them.
I want to tell you that I'll never be able to give you my heart a third time.
I want to tell you that you never deserved me in the first place.
I want to tell you that no girl will ever match up.
I want to tell you that no one will ever love you like i do.
I want to tell you that I would do anything for you and your family.
I want to tell you that I learned so many things that I do not want in a man.
I want to tell you that I'm not sure if any one will ever match up.
I want to tell you that I'm scared that I will always love you.
I want to tell you all of this, but I can't.
I can't because it doesn't matter.
I can't because I loved you harder than you loved me.
I can't because you made up your mind.
I can't because I asked you a thousand times.
I can't because you didn't keep your promises.
I can't because I begged for you.
I can't because you don't deserve to know anything.
I can't because I can't do this to myself.
again.
I want to tell you that I loved you more than myself.
I want to ask you why you didn't cherish me.
I want to scream and hate you for this.
i want to laugh and say you'll regret it all.
All I hear is that "time will heal all wounds."
All I hear is "there's someone better out there for you."
All I hear is that "he misses you. I know he does."
Most of all, I just want to understand.
starting over
new time for me.
new heart for me.
new words to be said.
new thoughts in my head.
new way to see myself.
new me- inside and out.
hey there.
watch out.
new heart for me.
new words to be said.
new thoughts in my head.
new way to see myself.
new me- inside and out.
hey there.
watch out.
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